..Temple Of My Hatred..

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 03:46:48 GMT

Erika had the baby, and I've been quite ill. I have the most beautiful new little girl in the world, though. Her name is Athena and she is 7 weeks old and 3 days today, beautiful blonde hair and green eyes. Perfect little thing! I had surgery a little over a week ago on the scars on my face and they made them look somewhat better, but it's a matter of my face hurting now. I suppose that is okay for what the result in the long run is...

Tue, 05 Jul 2005 06:01:38 GMT

So I'm talking to Erika today, I was sitting on the edge of the bed putting my boots on and getting ready to leave for work. She had just gotten out of the shower and she came over to talk to me before I left, and she mentioned that one of her friends had gone to a plastic surgeon and he did really good work, casually saying that he could fix my face. Now I may be a total whiney cunt for being offended by this but my wife was standing before me subtly telling me she wants me to get plastic surgery to "fix my face", so what the fuck is that? I'm not sure what to think of that if she was saying it because she's concerned or if she's saying that because she thinks I'm ugly. Could be and probably is the latter but I'm not really sure why I give a shit, I never was a sex symbol to begin with but it kind of hurts when the person you love and share a bed with tells you something like that. Made me feel like a total ass.

Tue, 05 Jul 2005 03:40:34 GMT

My life has taken a turn for the better these days, I still have my job at the furniture plant. Erika will have the baby in a few weeks, my son is visiting for two weeks and we have a show on saturday night in Budapest. (Sebba, are you coming?) Going to be a fucking kvlt gig, Reminants of Grace are going to be playing with us and Marishka has asked to go with us this time as well.

Erika and I are going to go see Land of the Dead tomorrow while Asta is in school, I was told that it's great and I'm quite interested in seeing it. Dark Water looks quite good as well, Sebba wants me to go see The Devil's Rejects with him when it starts playing here. I'm not sure if it starts the same day as America, or not. I suppose we'll see... Goddamn it is boring tonight, nothing to do. Maybe I will go take a shower and get online to chat for a bit.

Rant about America.

Thu, 16 Jun 2005 00:53:31 GMT

So Jack leaves us for America once again... C'est la vie.

I wish he would realize there is nothing left for him there and there never was anything for him there. This is where his family is and we are the ones who love him and will look after him, not some girl from America who has no intention of being with him. She is a nice girl and all, I like her still, she will make some guy a good wife some day but there was never any hope for that relationship from the beginning and quite frankly, she would have never lasted in our world and would have taken Jack away from us into her own world. You just can't take someone from one universe and replant them in another and hope that they are happy. Chances are they aren't, either way, we would have lost a precious part of our family and we are glad now that he has realized who he real friends and family are.

America is no place for people like us, true black metal belongs away from political corruption and a Christian nation, true black metal fans would never live there. Our little Jackoff militant has been brainwashed and mislead by the deception of moral destruction that is THE USA. Full of niggers and faggots, who wants to call this the Land of the Free... Free to what? Be fucking scum? Whatever, go where you please, you are a grown man. I have tried to be your father figure long enough, I tried to steer you the right way, now I can only sit back and hope you listened to what I had to say all these years.

They took your mother away from you, supressed her then refused her medical treatment because she wasn't American. Gave all the trash minorities free medical care but refused you because you didn't have insurance. Where's your free healthcare, where's your help in time of need? It's given to those who don't fucking deserve it. Seduced by the "Freedom" you were given, when it's not freedom at all. Nearly illegal to worship Satan freely, the only thing that I can say they have done right is bombing Iraq. The idea of "America" was a beautiful thing until they let all the niggers and faggots roam freely, they had the right idea with slavery but some fuckhead had to go and change that. There is no such thing as free thinking anymore, someone who thinks freely and allows themselves to hate freely is all of a sudden some asshole. They are forcing the idea of having to like other races and gays, FORCING. It is illegal to descriminate, that is NOT FREEDOM! I WILL HATE WHOEVER THE FUCK I WANT, IT'S MY BIRTH RIGHT.

Of course there will always be people who hate me for this and never give me a chance to show them who I really am on the inside, how I think, how I feel about things. They will judge me upon my views on these things. They have the right to hate me for whatever reason they want, that is THEIR birth right, but I have chosen to live in a country where I can freely think and do what I please. It is not a hate crime to call someone a nigger here because chances are, if someone is calling them that, they probably are. We take great pride in our country and our people, I am not "ignorant" because of how I see things... I have my own reasons, as have you your own reasons for hating what you do. It's human nature to love and hate and without one, there would be no other... I love my wife and little girl more than my own life, and would give my own life to save either of theres and I almost did a few months ago. Despite popular belief, my heart is not made of stone.

Think about it.

Sun, 05 Jun 2005 23:55:03 GMT

I am so tired of this bullshit. I got fired again because I refused to work with some wop fucking slut. So fuck them, I'm not going to lower myself for this motherfucking shit, I deserve better coworkers. I'm back on the job hunt it seems, I suppose I should look back for the furniture assembly place, I can do that.

Erika will be having the baby soon here, she's due in September... I think I may be more excited than she is. She's pretty much fucking tired being pregnant, and has been giving me attitude... I told her she better chill the hell out if she knows what's good for her, she told me to shut the fuck up and go away. What the hell did I do to deserve this? Ugh!

We have a gig on the 17th, 18th and 19th in Miskolc at the Roadhouse, ROAD TRIP MOTHERFUCKERS!
Sebba, are you and Vicki going with us? Erika would love Vicki's company while we're out at the release party.

Mon, 09 May 2005 09:20:08 GMT

I'm feeling a ton better, though my sides still hurt like a fucking bitch... Erika and I have been having difficulties, but that's not my problem anymore. She can get the stick out of her ass and she knows it. I'm not in the wrong here.

I got a new job, I'm packing candy on an assembly line. What I have degraded myself to! Working for nigger pay, but it's work I suppose. I can't be too picky when nobody wants to hire a mangled looking nazi. Though, my face shouldn't have anything to do with my ability to build a house but apparently getting back into construction is impossible because of my hindered eyesight and depth perception. Who knows, I don't fucking care anymore.

Mon, 25 Apr 2005 07:24:39 GMT

You know what's really fucked up? Getting stabbed like a fucking overdone steak. I have officially lost all hope in humanity, white humanity especially. White Hand's Pride, assholes! But does that stand for anything anymore? Not really. I am so tired of being the only one concerned for our children and our future generations, for even ourselves. I stand up for my wife and child... and what do I get? Knifed down in cold blood. I have news for the cunt who did it, you fucked with the wrong person. Meanwhile, my chest and side are fucking killing me... I can still hardly walk but I'm getting better. I suppose "getting better" it more fruitful than "lying in bed", you know? I hope I get back in the swing of things real quick here.

Just because this had to be saved.

Thu, 24 Mar 2005 02:14:42 GMT

MaGicK MaZZiE: yes, bring your own bombs, system totally disses bush in the song
HeadBangingRoBot: bush is awesome
HeadBangingRoBot: go to canada you bush hating arab
MaGicK MaZZiE: LOL

HeadBangingRoBot: im gonna go cry and listen to emo

HeadBangingRoBot: memohis
MemphisThreat: Way to butcher my name.
HeadBangingRoBot: would you bang J.Ho
MemphisThreat: Yeah. In the asshole.

Krjzkor: PENIS IS GRAND WHEN ITS IN YOUR HAND
HeadBangingRoBot: pussy is grand when its rubbed by the hand
MemphisThreat: I dont finger women.
MemphisThreat: Wheres MY pleasure?
MemphisThreat: She better be wet when I pluge my cock in there. Or else she will be in pain and I wont be happy
MemphisThreat: It is ALL about me
MemphisThreat: My needs
MemphisThreat: My pleasure
anal skewer: you get yours when you are done fingering the girl
MemphisThreat: I hate kissing. Fuck that. I just want my dick wet.
HeadBangingRoBot: lol
MyYiMmOrTaL89: lmao wow
MemphisThreat: Fuck that. I get mine after I put up with "making out" with her for ten fucking minutes.
anal skewer: if you are good it shouldn't take long so you wouldn't have to wait very long
MemphisThreat: Haha "hey baby. i just want my dick wet."

MemphisThreat: Food from the sea is good.
Krjzkor: if you want seafood.. just go eat some girl out.
MemphisThreat: Pussy is not on the menu.
DarkLiegeArioch: But it should be.
MemphisThreat: Eating pussy is for queers.

Arctic Descent: Most azns nowadays are being driven absolutely wild with that jade empire crap coming out for xbox.
Goat Desecration: Jade Empire looks fucking badass
MemphisThreat: Jade Empire = Native American bullshit
MemphisThreat: Fuck indians
Arctic Descent: you can be amanda in that game
Arctic Descent: fighting with dual hams
PrimordialEnmity: haha
ms spork muffins: <--Jenn-heifer
MemphisThreat: Elephants never forget.
Goat Desecration: ELEPHANTS ALWAYS FORGOT
Nuclear Warriors: Hirax - Raging Violence - 14. Bloodbath (1:55)
PrimordialEnmity: fucking clever
ms spork muffins: have you seen junglebook?
Goat Desecration: OBVIOUSLY YOU'VE NEVER SEEN THE JUNGLE BOOK
MemphisThreat: Fuck mogley
ms spork muffins: elephants always forget
MemphisThreat: That indian bastard
Arctic Descent: mogli*
MemphisThreat: Fuck you.
PrimordialEnmity: the jungle book is a fucking book
DarkLiegeArioch: No shit?
MemphisThreat: Indian lover.
Arctic Descent: you'd like that, faggot.
Arctic Descent: ahahah im an indian lover?
ms spork muffins: then, it was made into a movie
MemphisThreat: YEAH
Arctic Descent: isnt it indian giver?
Goat Desecration: there's some indian motherfucker at my work that looks like mogli
PrimordialEnmity: "have you seen the jungle book"
MemphisThreat: Indian loving pissant
ms spork muffins: haha
PrimordialEnmity: that sounds so retarded
Goat Desecration: he even calls himself mogli
Arctic Descent: Do you pretend to be the tiger?
Arctic Descent: and hunt his ass down?
MemphisThreat: Indians are such bastard-asses.
MemphisThreat: Native Americans are real peices of shit.
Arctic Descent: Gamma Ray - The Heart Of The Unicorn (4:46)
MemphisThreat: "NP:Gamma Indian - Piss in my TeePee"

Arctic Descent: SO WHY DO SUMO WRESTLERS SHAVE THEIR LEGS?
Arctic Descent: SO NOBODY MISTAKES THEM FOR LESBIANS LOLOOLOLLOOL

MemphisThreat: I wish I had a T3 connection
MemphisThreat: I'd have so much fucking porno.
Goat Desecration: assholes would always try and leech my 2 gig porno's back on dialup
MemphisThreat: Oh boy.
MemphisThreat: Shit. I'd settle for T1.
MemphisThreat: I'd have SO much porno.

Frevdian Slip: Jesus Christ Timmy dont float above when im drowning in the abyss

MemphisThreat: I havn't trashed on Native Americans in like 10 minutes...

CutiePahtooti257: im making pasta
CutiePahtooti257: in the microwave
Arctic Descent: microwaved "pasta" you fucking wanna be wop slut

HeadBangingRoBot: hey my ex was indian and she is fine as fuck
MemphisThreat: Hah fine as a fat fucking face
MemphisThreat: With weird coloured nipples
MemphisThreat: Indians = ROUND FACE
MemphisThreat: dirty dirty.
HeadBangingRoBot: dark skinned girls are fuckin sexy
MemphisThreat: You can't convience me of an indian girl.
MarilynMansonACS: Memphis goes for the blackies
HeadBangingRoBot: she isnt FULL indian
MemphisThreat: I only have sex with white girls. I'm afraid.
HeadBangingRoBot: she is half white half indian
HeadBangingRoBot: shes half and half lol
MemphisThreat: Though I have jacked off on a chinese girls belly before
MemphisThreat: And I have beat off to black girl porn
HeadBangingRoBot: eww dude
MemphisThreat: What.
MemphisThreat: I'm not indian fucker
MemphisThreat: LIKE YOU
HeadBangingRoBot: thats nasty lol
MemphisThreat: UNPURE
MemphisThreat: UNCLEAN
HeadBangingRoBot: i didnt bang her
HeadBangingRoBot: i wish
PrimordialEnmity: *impure
MemphisThreat: FUCK YOU!

MemphisThreat: Who just IMed me? I didn't get it.
MemphisThreat: Probably some "hater" that loves native americans.

wow ken says: GOAT DESECRATION
wow ken says: I HEARD YOU DIED
Goat Desecration: YEAH I'M DEAD
wow ken says: HOW DID YOU DIE
Goat Desecration: I'M SO METAL I AM TYPING IN HELL
Goat Desecration: I WAS BEATEN TO DEATH BY NUNS
wow ken says: DID THEY HAVE ANY WEAPONS
Goat Desecration: THEY WERE ABYSSIC NUNS
wow ken says: OR DID THEY USE THEIR TITANIC FISTS OF FURY
Goat Desecration: THEY USED CROSSES ON ME
Goat Desecration: AND THEY SODOMIZED ME BEFORE I DIED

MemphisThreat: Well hey...I'm outta here. Just wanna leave you all with this final thought...Native Americans are below myself. I am a glorious man that people should repsect and kneel to. Indians are fowl creatures, who dont have real feelings or thoughts or emotions (much like animals).

Thu, 24 Mar 2005 00:12:09 GMT

Here's a few quotes for today.

Earache InMahEye: love is a 4 letter word
kindredisgreat: and ass is three letters

A Boner X Ray: slipknot wears masks to cover there cum stains

BlackMofasa9: life is a whore
Earache InMahEye: but life gives good sex

PathologicalView: You love penis, you fucking nigger loving homosexual.

X2RuffV6: i can speak viking k look
X2RuffV6: arrr avast me matey blow the man down and cum in his porthole arrrr

DeadlyNny: nights like these i wish i had a bucket of blood.....that isn't my own

merb the nerd: do any of you ever write depressing poetry?
Earache InMahEye: only emos do that
SatansLoverBite: i write extreeeeeeeeeeeeeemly depressing poetry
Earache InMahEye: you fucking emo
SatansLoverBite: its so depressing it makes elephants cry
XdementedXd0llyX: well good for you... i dont write depressing poetry
Earache InMahEye: fucked up fucking emo
XdementedXd0llyX: fuck you... im not fucking emo

kindredisgreat: black power

kindredisgreat: really i eat candy but we call it kwanza

MetalxMulisha125: u need help
DeadlyNny: i do need help...
DeadlyNny: i just need another set of hands to move this corpse

SatansLoverBite: smoke ur mom's elephant

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 05:00:38 GMT

I am so fucking pissed right now, I really don't understand everyones need to be total bitches about my opinions. I do not enforce my opinions on other people and say believe what I believe or die... yet they do it to me. I go into a few chatrooms and they fucking hate me? Why, you ask? because a certain somebody, they know who they are, are hellbent on ruining what reputation I have with the few friends I have over something petty I had said to him. I apologized but he still doesn't give a shit... He's continuing to slander my name all over the fucking internet. Why? Because I refuse to put an actual picture of me in my Yahoo profile.. I don't care for people to see what I really look like so I found a member of a band that I like and put it up. I openly admitted it wasn't me to everyone who asked, so who the fuck cares? Apparently Johan does. I didn't go around claiming it was me, I didn't go around telling people to go look at my profile saying that picture belonged to me. So Johan goes around bitching about it and saying I did, WRONG MOTHERFUCKER! Sebba can tell you I did not and he knows what I look like. Johan claims that because I am middle aged, married and have children that I need to grow the fuck up... I, of all people, need to grow the fuck up when I would have dropped this whole fiasco days ago... he's dragging it out like a child.. whiney assed fucking child. Gotta throw a fucking tantrum cause someone doesn't like you, well guess what asshole, I liked you until this shit... Erika and I both liked you, but why for? I didn't know you were such a backstabbing cocksucker. So kiss my fucking ass...

New layout.

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 22:11:29 GMT

I've got new icons too, they are badass, check it out....

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 20:33:36 GMT

I got home not too long ago from seeing Sebba and Jack since Jack decided to bring his big faggot ass back to Hungary. He looks good, he got a little fat but he looks good. Jack hasn't seen Asty in two years, she's gotten big and she even remembers him. I'm surprised... She's a smart little devil child. Erika was pretty happy to see Jack as well, he's a good guy despite all we've gone through all over the years... Now that the cunt Razsya is dead, we can all rest easy... Fat backstabbing slut deserved what she got, no doubts about that at all.. I told Jack he should stay here because there's really nothing left for him in America, he won't be able to see Tas, and us, all of his friends, are here. Oh fucking woopity doo right? We don't seem to mean shit since he wants to go back to living on someones couch when he has a place to live here with Alisz, this is his home but it seems he's decided to turn his back on us.. and I really don't give two shits if he reads this because he knows how I feel.

Grow the fuck up Jacky boy.

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 19:34:14 GMT

Holy shit, what the fuck is this? http://surf.to/theMFJpage Someone seriously needs to take an axe to those faggots faces.. seriously. Fucking little Jesus worshipping asswipes...they need to leave metal the fuck alone... this is our music, not theirs.. go back to listen to Hanson motherfuckers!

And may Satan bless you every year to come.

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 18:06:43 GMT

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 17:55:15 GMT

Astarte's cat is gone and I feel terrible about it. She ran out the front door when I went outside to feed the dogs this morning, I had left the door open, Abdiel got away from me and tore that cat to shreds. Blood, guts and limbs everywhere. I have to admit it was pretty cool but that makes me a terrible person saying that about my daughters cat but it was! Heh.. She's in tears, though and she wants her kitty cat back... I suppose this means I have to go out and get a new kitten today, oh well, it's the least I can do.